Na Na Na Come on

[Nate Gonzalez]

~ Feels so good being bad~
~ There's no way I'm turning back ~
~ Now the pain is my pleasure cause nothing could measure ~
~ Love is great, love is fine ~
~ Out the box, outta line ~
~ The affliction of feeling leaves me wanting more ~
~ Cause I may be bad but I'm perfectly good at it ~
~ Sex in the air, I don't care, I love the smell of it ~
~ Sticks and stones may break my bones ~
~ But chains and whips excite me ~

Hello Jeff and lovely PW's

It's your good ol' buddy Tyrone back again!
I prefer Nate so I'm hoping to do better this time around (aka winning). It may be hard if people find out who I was but I'm no slouch

Anyways, Jeff, i HATE this challenge I worked an 11 hour shift yesterday and came home tired as shit! And posting for almost 2 hours every 5 minutes without screwing up, ewwwww

As for my tribe, ugh I wish I had gotten Parv on my tribe, I talked to her pre-game and she and I got along very well, we talked quite a bit and nothing game related either, just getting to know her more etc. So we were both bummed to find out we weren't on the same tribe. As for my tribe, I have a been busy so I haven't had the chance to talk to any people at all really. I talked with Cece and she seems nice, so I'm gonna have to work on that bond a little bit more. Also gotta get my ass onto talking with more people too so we'll see how that goes.

Anyways, this challenge. I HATE. We still have Candice and Jess still needing to go so if we lose, I don't think they'd vote me out cause of actually doing the challenge so let's see what happens, hope we don't though, cause when we do eventually lose later in the game I will have a better group and be more firmly in place

[Nate Gonzalez]

I feel so bad for being responsible for taking JP out

That was much easier then I originally thought too

I still got it

Update later as to what I did, haha.

[Nate Gonzalez]

Sooooo update for last round?

I think so!

So we lost the challenge because of Candice and had to go to tribal council, UGH!

Anyways, the consensus mainly was for Candice to go home, but I had exchanged a few pm's with her and she did do the challenge, just screwed up a bit because of her phone, hardly anything to hold against her. I had talked a bit to everyone but JP so I was like, if I want to be in a good position in this tribe for now, I need to keep tabs on people I talk to and get rid of those I haven't as they later become my threats, so I had to ensure JP went. Cece was originally good on the plan too but she thought we wouldn't be able to get the votes for JP to go so she backed off at first.

Flicka said no because JP had been active, and she had talked to him, and Candice cost us the challenge, and on any other tribe Candice would have gone, but the other tribes don't have me on them and I came to win this shit, sooooo bye bye JP. Should have reached out to me dude. So I knew I had Candice's vote no matter what, duh, she was the one in trouble. I was able to get Jonathan in with it too, he hadn't talked to JP either and it was fairly easy to convince him Candice should stay even though she cost us, cause it wasn't like she's inactive. Cece, I told her in a message I have 3 votes for JP and that she needs to vote for us so Candice stays and JP goes, and she was more then happy to do so because we had the votes.

So JP, if and when you read this, sorry your comeback to ORGS (if true, because let's face it, 99% of the time, people use that as a way for others to feel sorry for them and let them stay longer) was cut short cause of me, can't have someone I don't talk to on my tribe over someone who I can make an ally of mine by saving. We both came to play but I came to play harder.

Nowww, there are some things that worry me. JUST like season 1, almost NOBODY is ever on AIM to talk to!!! Why the hell is that? Like seriously, your here to play the damn game, get your freaking lazy asses online. Cece is the only one who is online, and IDK what her deal is but she is getting weirder everyday. Little to no communication on her part.

I IM'd her a few minutes ago, this was LITERALLY our conversation

Nate: Hiya Cece!
Cece: hey
Nate: how are you?
Cece: I'm good Nate

AND THAT'S IT! Atleast have the courtesy to say your busy or something if you are, and even if your not, something like this is only going to put me against you, holy shit, talk about distancing yourself, she has just gone from someone I would have liked to work with, to someone I want out right away, I ain't dealing with this shit this early in the game, nuh uh. I am sure Jenny is more then willing to look for allies, plus, she might have a prize so siding with her can only bring about positives for me. Penner and Candice, I think I should have and I can work on Flicka if need be, soo unless I am screwed from the get go by people knowing each other before hand somehow, I should be good.

[Nate Gonzalez]

See?

[Nate Gonzalez]

Ooooh interesting, Pearl Islands next huh Jeff?

[Jeff Probst]

Not sure yet, because later i'm going to make a poll asking people which season i should do next.

[Nate Gonzalez]

survivoragain4.proboards.com/index.cgi

Isn't that your site?

[Nate Gonzalez]

So Cece totally killed it at that last challenge... ummm threat much for the later game? and to go back on my old post on her, maybe I overreacted, bad day, but I still think she could have atleast said she was busy or something, instead of barely saying anything, and then we talked a bit during the challenge and all too.

Oh yeah, I realize I said I might not make it to the challenge yesterday and Cece posted that I am sitting out but then I got off early from work and made it in time, and we were allowed to change and I had to PUSH her to edit me in and take Flicka out. I realize she didn't want to step on toes and all, but Flicka hasn't been on in over 30 hours at this point and she didn't sit her out? That kind of annoyed me too, but we do have an inactive so if we do lose, she goes, but I swear, just based on her speed in that challenge and how much she is online, she is going to be a threat later in the game and well, I need to find a way to get her out ASAP. Sorry girl, it's nothing against you, but I am here to play and have a better shot with you sitting in the pre-jury house.

As for me and Parv, I trust her a lot, and I want to trust her indefinitely, but IDK, just a gut feeling of mine, I think she has probably got other deals going on too. She has a charming, flirty personality and I am sure she is using that to her advantage. I hope I can trust her 110% but I won't be surprised if I can't, I am too trusting at times and it does fuck me over a lot but I can't change who am I, can I?

Anyways, to gain her trust a bit more and solidify it, I told her what I got at the Secret Island, I hope that helps me rather then hurt me down the road. Oh yeah, and Parv told me that Adam told her Rebecca, Steph and Sekou have an alliance, and she's worried people might assume I am with them

Ugh, they are all on Raro and aligned and all African-American players, I hope they don't automatically associate me with them, because that would suck, to associate players based on the race of the character they are playing, so the only thing I can do in the later game is to get them voted out.

So yeah

[Jerry Sims]

Apr 20, 2011 20:01:16 GMT -5 Nate Gonzalez said:

survivoragain4.proboards.com/index.cgi

Isn't that your site?

He caught you there haha

[Jeff Probst]

It is haha

[Nate Gonzalez]

I think this tribe switch might have fucked me over FUCCCKKKK

[Nate Gonzalez]

Call me Mr. Adjustable

I for sure thought I would be fucked with the tribe switch cause I only had Jenny from my old tribe with me, and Becky, Yul and Sundra from Aitu and Brad and Sekou from Raro.

So I reach out to Sundra on AIM as she is the first one I see, we have a small conversation and I immediately recognize her as Candace from last season, and our conversation wasn't that good, or well flowing. I told her my old tribe was not that socially active (lie, to give room for possible collaboration on a vote). But we didn't talk after that.

Then during the challenge, I started talking with Becky, I had talked with her a bit more before the game and she seemed OK but not that into the conversations. Then I found out who she was and it made sense, Sydney from last season, haha. I know her well and we do get along, haven't really played a game in a while so I think she is someone I could work with.

That leads me to Brad. He was a bit of an oddball, loud, thrash talky, potty mouth. He said he was gonna be with us (Me, Him, Jenny and Sekou) but I didn't trust his intentions so I was able to get with Becky, make a secret deal with her and get Brad voted out, knowing full well, next round would be 3-3 but I also knew I had a prize giving us 3-2. Yul's potential prize could have hurt us but I still risked it and well, after Brad went, it was 3-3 and I used my prize to save Sekou. I think it will help me in a few ways, solidify my alliance with him, show Jenny I am selfless which will hopefully make her work with me even more because I think if people see I am willing to use my prize for the betterment of my alliance and not for my own use, they'll appreciate that and know I do put my alliance first and make sure they all get to where we talk about.

So now with Sundra gone, I have a secret side deal with Becky and even Yul going on, and we talked last night and said we might not be voting together this round, but that it won't affect our relationship in the game cause I understand it's not easy to vote someone off you know for longer then a newer person.

So now with the merge on the horizon, we'll see how things are. Parv PM's me saying she is hoping I am safe and all but the more i think about it, the more I need to be on my guard for her too. After getting turned on people I conisdered good friends recently in an All-Stars game, I need to change how much trust and faith I put in people, these people don't care about bonds, all they care about is winning, a stupid online game and would change who they are as people, which takes the fun out of a game by a lot because one of the better things about games is just talking and meeting people, so I really need to be on alert because I've heard she's used her flirty personality on a lot of people sooo I need to keep a close tab on that.

Anyways right now it's me Sekou and Jenny. Merge comes I am hoping we can pull in Ozzy and get Penner back, Penner we will, Ozzy I am sure after how he was targetted too, which gives us 5 out of 11 as it stands right now, but Penner has double votes for two rounds which ties it first round. I hope I can use my bond with Becky and/or Yul and that would give us majority for a good while and we could coast to a good final 5-6 if things work out well for me. Let's see how things go! Wish me luck!

[Jerry Sims]

May 2, 2011 12:23:50 GMT -5 Nate Gonzalez said:

So now with the merge on the horizon, we'll see how things are. Parv PM's me saying she is hoping I am safe and all but the more i think about it, the more I need to be on my guard for her too. After getting turned on people I conisdered good friends recently in an All-Stars game, I need to change how much trust and faith I put in people, these people don't care about bonds, all they care about is winning, a stupid online game and would change who they are as people, which takes the fun out of a game by a lot because one of the better things about games is just talking and meeting people, so I really need to be on alert because I've heard she's used her flirty personality on a lot of people sooo I need to keep a close tab on that.

Love the shout out ;D Keep it up anyway

[Nate Gonzalez]

haha Thanks Jerry

[Nate Gonzalez]

and EW @ Adam coming back in, not that I don't know if he'd work with us but I doubt it in a way, so idk, not looking good, why did Yul have to use this prize!!!!! GRRRR